Hull
by Jeff Burt
All this travel, all these strokes
of invisible oars to reach you.
The day turns gray, the water
against me. I have bound my hands
to the wood so when they weary
I will not let go.
~
A house with few windows
windows with few views
the day begins in shadows
and ends in shadows
correspondence frequent
but conversation absent
when the leaves fall
I wait for light to enter
~
The snow like water
its other state
curls over
and holds shape
that sand can wish
it could do
joy and sadness
have similar arcs
build a little lip
that extends
the force that built it
weathering time’s
erosion, a trajectory
against the pull of gravity
a conversation
with you mother
that continues
with a suspended decrescendo
after the quiet
of your death.
~
I lie in the hull
cradled and curled
snow falling on my face
it is not easy to let go
hard to be free
when the ice encroaches
when life withdraws
when cold advances
hard to believe
that I will walk away from this water
this boat, that my arms will tire
that I will put down the oars
that I will rise from the hull
like a seed, take root elsewhere
Sources: Hull–my mother died in November; it remains the season I find I still talk to her.
Jeff Burt lives in Santa Cruz County, California, his wife. He has contributed previously to Red Wolf Journal, to Williwaw Journal, Heartwood, Willows Wept Review, and Farmer-ish.